02-04-2019 04:46 PM
Hi @outlander @CheerBear and everyone. I experience deep emotional pains in relation to my childhood under the thumb of my father and his demanding control of my young adult life, that I missed significant opportunities to life happinesses.
In the past, the intense pains sent me so emotional and distressed that I stopped my medication and became very sick over and over again.I had fifteen admissions in ten years.
Now I realize I have to deal with that in order to live without admissions.
I hope to find support, compassions from everyone and we can help each other in dealing with our deep issues.
02-04-2019 07:19 PM
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02-04-2019 08:06 PM
Thank you for sharing this with us @Meowmy, I'm sure it's not easy to speak so openly about emotional pain from your childhood.
I am glad that you have connected with @CheerBear here. I do agree with what @CheerBear raised in regards to your post not getting seen by other forum members. As such, I will move it for you to another area where you are more likely to get others to see it. it would be great for you to connect with other members and feel supported.
Thank you @CheerBear for bringing this to our attention
03-04-2019 11:36 AM
@CheerBear @Rockpool thanks for care. I am glad I joined the forum. I do find it difficult day to day. I usually wake to thoughts of all the losses and pains, it’s good to hear from people in the forum to give me a lift.
I live with an elderly mother who has a lot of needs and often request support.
I find it helpful sometimes to read prayers.
03-04-2019 11:47 AM
03-04-2019 02:55 PM
Thanks all for support and care. I visited the most painful places of my memory, felt helpless, extreme pain and sadness. I sat there for a while, read some prayers.
i walked around, had coffee, felt a lot better.
I contacted friends from twenty five years ago and had a bit of caring response.
My anxiety didn’t flare. My sadness ok.
I think I healed up a bit.
03-04-2019 03:08 PM
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